New Beginnings

I feel as if this coming new year is a whole new chapter in my life. Most obvious is that Button is gone. I feel a part of me is missing.

I need to grow up, mature in mind and set some concrete directions to follow. There's so many things I want to accomplish in life but I need to rein myself back and not feel as if I'm somehow failing myself if I don't get everything done. I've learned to stand on my own two feet, to be independent and count on only myself. This still doesn't stop me from wanting to meet someone but I think last year was a good learning year on getting to know myself again. I've changed a lot, I like who I am now but it was a tough process.

Lastly, I need to stop raging at fate and lost opportunities. What comes will come.